Happy Birthday my friend

Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday.... Happy Birthday.....
Happy Birthday to you~~~

Lol a day I think I might forget but automatically remember, it's a miracle consider my STM

FKING

IF I HAD TO BE NAGGED ABT ON WADEVER I LIKE TO POST ON MY OWN BLOG, THEN WAD IS THE PURPOSE OF A PUBLIC BLOG?!

IF ONE WANTS TO READ THEN FINE READ IT! IF IT AFFECTS UR MOOD THEN DON'T B NOSEY N COME HERE TO READ AGAIN! I M NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR UR EMOTIONAL WELL BEING. THE BLOG IS SOLELY FOR MY OWN PURPOSE FOR RELIEVING MYSELF!!!!

MIND UR OWN BUSINESS

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHyHp7ee7iQ

YOURS SINCERELY

I HOPE U LIKED IT

Dai Wo Zou - Rainie Yang Cheng Ling

Sometimes I still think back. I tried to stop myself but somehow I would still unconsciously.
Because you might be leaving, I wanted to follow you. However, I know that it is selfish and
a crazy thing to do. But because it was you, I believed and wanted to try hard. Well, I did prepare
myself for the worst.

Ironically, in the end, you did not leave, but I still had to leave you. Why so? Why couldn't I understand you?
or you didn't want me to understand? Was I not giving you enough space? Perhaps it's all too late now.
It is time you needed, so you said.

There is lesser storms clouds now, but occasionally there is still a drizzle. It can't be helped.
I'll do my crying in the rain~(by 5566)

There was only a simple thing I wanted you to do for me, but you didn't. *erased*

The Gaseous State of My life

To describe my life since young to now, I would believe using the state of matter to describe to be the most apt.

Solid - Living my life unknowingly being protected and living a life according to the plans expected and what every parents wished. Sticking to the rules and laws, clear focused and unmelleable.

Liquid - Secondary sch to Uni. I'm being exposed to all sort of new things, starting to have my own perceptions of my surrounding and losing the clear goal in life. Life starts to get murky and less interesting to me. Though I'm more fluid and mobile, I can't escape the forces that bound me.

Gas - This is the state I'm currently at now. Though versatile, highly energetic but I'm moving in a far too erratic manner. I have lesser to a clear goal, I don't even have 1 in fact. This can be the most promising or the fall of my life if I do not think and plan. I find myself in a crisis. I want to escape... Air is to move freely, but life doesn't work this way. Mb if I compress myself I might be able to compress and capture this potential energy. I still do not wanna leave the free flowing air under the big blue sky. I'm selfish too cos I like to seek refuge at the place I feel most comfortable at.

Me n my boring life, but things get better when ple meet ple. Life is unpredictable...

Turn On the Heat

WOW!! Ytd was the first paper for my final exams. 1 paper 3 to go.

Sadly, I fked up for my first paper *pouts* But overall, I think i did ok lah.

I wish time stops turning, I really don't want this month to end so soon...

It would probably mean I wont get to stay as a student any longer and i dread the coming >.<

Sometimes I wished things would just stay they way they always do, however it not the way how this world works =x Those ple who are important to me , beside my family members, can be counted using my fingers... Feels pathetic lol


Let's see, we have Ling, Qing, Ting, God Ma, Brother, Ah Boy and my fishy a.k.a Monkey God now.





I espcially wanna thank 6 ple who really made a big impact in my life. These ple are Schmic, Josh, Lawrence,Casey, Angel and Narnia. They are my best gaming pals. Without their life experiences and advices, I thk I would have been unable to move on in life. Sorry, for being harsh on u guys sometimes but I noe u all did it for my good. Thanks for lending me a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on when I needed.





Thanks Yong Ming and Vellos for being such cool god brothers =D Thanks for showering care and concern over me all these years. U guys really made me feel like I have a Big brother to turn to for help and to "sa jiao" too. Although I Havn't been a V nice and well behaved little sis. LOL





Frens come and go, those who aren't in the list don't be too sad. It doesn't mean I've forgetten u. I rmb each and everyone who has contributed to my growth in a way or another. some have hurted me deeply, I have made some into my stepping stones, some have taught me other valuable lessons, while others mostly offered theirs and enjoyed my company.





The main point is , "I never did forget anyone of you". You all will always be in my mind stored away somewhere perhaps.





kind of feels weird, like I'm writting a suicide letter. Well it isn't LOL






Mood: cool blue

Tell me what I See, Hear is all Real please

Humans can't seem to stop dreaming and hoping, they never learn to give up. How amazing!
I really don't noe what to believe in anymore. If I can just drag my tired self along and recover. If I had more couraged, If I wasn't so afriad of being alone, If I wasn't so weak...

I will make it if u were there to stand by me all along. Too much precious things to lose now.

If the old doesn't go, the new can't come.

I don't wanna regret anymore. Chances only come once. Bias and blinded for too long. I wanna cherish whatever I have now.

Mood: Staring at the Stars, will I see a shooting star tonight?

All Hope Is Not Lost

Last semester this year, I have to give whatever I can. This is my last chance to create miracles. In some sense, it's really my last chance in this dire period of my life.
Yesterday was a shocking day of my life and also a day I felt so ill =/
Shock = A+ for Sociology Essay
Ill = Stomach so bloated so uncomfortable, felt so sick

Hope Glück will come my way from now on. Wishing upon a lucky star~

Mood: Mewing at the moon