Turn On the Heat

WOW!! Ytd was the first paper for my final exams. 1 paper 3 to go.

Sadly, I fked up for my first paper *pouts* But overall, I think i did ok lah.

I wish time stops turning, I really don't want this month to end so soon...

It would probably mean I wont get to stay as a student any longer and i dread the coming >.<

Sometimes I wished things would just stay they way they always do, however it not the way how this world works =x Those ple who are important to me , beside my family members, can be counted using my fingers... Feels pathetic lol


Let's see, we have Ling, Qing, Ting, God Ma, Brother, Ah Boy and my fishy a.k.a Monkey God now.





I espcially wanna thank 6 ple who really made a big impact in my life. These ple are Schmic, Josh, Lawrence,Casey, Angel and Narnia. They are my best gaming pals. Without their life experiences and advices, I thk I would have been unable to move on in life. Sorry, for being harsh on u guys sometimes but I noe u all did it for my good. Thanks for lending me a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on when I needed.





Thanks Yong Ming and Vellos for being such cool god brothers =D Thanks for showering care and concern over me all these years. U guys really made me feel like I have a Big brother to turn to for help and to "sa jiao" too. Although I Havn't been a V nice and well behaved little sis. LOL





Frens come and go, those who aren't in the list don't be too sad. It doesn't mean I've forgetten u. I rmb each and everyone who has contributed to my growth in a way or another. some have hurted me deeply, I have made some into my stepping stones, some have taught me other valuable lessons, while others mostly offered theirs and enjoyed my company.





The main point is , "I never did forget anyone of you". You all will always be in my mind stored away somewhere perhaps.





kind of feels weird, like I'm writting a suicide letter. Well it isn't LOL






Mood: cool blue

Tell me what I See, Hear is all Real please

Humans can't seem to stop dreaming and hoping, they never learn to give up. How amazing!
I really don't noe what to believe in anymore. If I can just drag my tired self along and recover. If I had more couraged, If I wasn't so afriad of being alone, If I wasn't so weak...

I will make it if u were there to stand by me all along. Too much precious things to lose now.

If the old doesn't go, the new can't come.

I don't wanna regret anymore. Chances only come once. Bias and blinded for too long. I wanna cherish whatever I have now.

Mood: Staring at the Stars, will I see a shooting star tonight?

All Hope Is Not Lost

Last semester this year, I have to give whatever I can. This is my last chance to create miracles. In some sense, it's really my last chance in this dire period of my life.
Yesterday was a shocking day of my life and also a day I felt so ill =/
Shock = A+ for Sociology Essay
Ill = Stomach so bloated so uncomfortable, felt so sick

Hope Glück will come my way from now on. Wishing upon a lucky star~

Mood: Mewing at the moon