The Gaseous State of My life

To describe my life since young to now, I would believe using the state of matter to describe to be the most apt.

Solid - Living my life unknowingly being protected and living a life according to the plans expected and what every parents wished. Sticking to the rules and laws, clear focused and unmelleable.

Liquid - Secondary sch to Uni. I'm being exposed to all sort of new things, starting to have my own perceptions of my surrounding and losing the clear goal in life. Life starts to get murky and less interesting to me. Though I'm more fluid and mobile, I can't escape the forces that bound me.

Gas - This is the state I'm currently at now. Though versatile, highly energetic but I'm moving in a far too erratic manner. I have lesser to a clear goal, I don't even have 1 in fact. This can be the most promising or the fall of my life if I do not think and plan. I find myself in a crisis. I want to escape... Air is to move freely, but life doesn't work this way. Mb if I compress myself I might be able to compress and capture this potential energy. I still do not wanna leave the free flowing air under the big blue sky. I'm selfish too cos I like to seek refuge at the place I feel most comfortable at.

Me n my boring life, but things get better when ple meet ple. Life is unpredictable...