Lately I keep having this feeling of being restricted and held back. It's a super ball of negative emotions that is all bundled up and ready to explode.
I get irritated easily and can't relax or have fun completely.
Wonder what's the reason. I should be the happiest now this moment travelling with someone I can trust but it just doesn't feel right.
Flight to jeju delayed due to aircraft connection. Flying on my own to jeju. Maybe, I just need to revert back to being alone. The lone wolf.
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Monday, January 14, 2013
Emptiness
Insecurity and emptiness gnawing inside. Don't know why I feel this way out of the blue. Impending misfortune? New year but not a smooth start.
Trying to be positive but also trying not to be delusioned and accepting all possible negative outcomes. I know some things just can't be avoided.
Very much hope to continue staying in the comfort zone but I just can't help it that I have to move on again. Wish it isn't dejavu. Being through once, is enough. Will the second time kill me?What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Worried about the aftermath and side effects though. Repercussions are just too hard to heal.
Maybe I'm just thinking too much. If I can be wrong just for once.
Apprehensive.
Trying to be positive but also trying not to be delusioned and accepting all possible negative outcomes. I know some things just can't be avoided.
Very much hope to continue staying in the comfort zone but I just can't help it that I have to move on again. Wish it isn't dejavu. Being through once, is enough. Will the second time kill me?What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Worried about the aftermath and side effects though. Repercussions are just too hard to heal.
Maybe I'm just thinking too much. If I can be wrong just for once.
Apprehensive.
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