Alive

I couldn't sleep last night and I was hit by a sudden wave of inspiration to write another song lyrics. Only parts of the melody ring in me, this feels crappier than the previous job. Well but it's in English. I just wrote out what came to mind at the point in time, didn't really edit it. So I'll preview this n then get some sleep hohoho

Presenting ALIVE.

Spacing out in a cold and lonely night
Chill slowly engulfs me from the outside
There's just something here right in me
which is merging into this endless night
Fading out slowly with the light, I'm slowly losing my sight.

All alone hidden and locked away
I listened to the whispers of the silent night
Cold has numbed and paralyzed my senses
even my heart seized to beat from time to time
No longer feeling the beat, am I still alive?~ E I E I E I!

To feel alive, To feel alive
I had to feast on rotting memories
Feeling the pain, To feel alive
Thorns pricking deeper and deeper into me
Aching from all the pain and soaked blood red,
I will know that I'm still alive.

Sometimes I feel like a doll, void of emotions
Long forgotten and casted aside
As cold as ice, as brittle as glass
I just can't move, I just can't breathe
But I'm bursting into tears inside

As time passed by, the morning sun began to rise
Warm rays from the sun stung me hard
making me teary in the eyes
I held my head high and endured
the pain from open wounds
There and then I swore... not to cry~E I E I E I!

To feel alive, To feel alive
I had to feast on rotting memories
Feeling the pain, To feel alive
Thorns pricking deeper and deeper into me
Twisting and struggling, all shattered inside
I need pull through, to stay alive.
But now, I began to realise...
The sun will never rise again, in my life...
The sun will never rise again...


Mood: Zombie-fied , edited lyrics seem to flow much better now

巫师 by me

巫师 作词：陈彩盈

初次遇见你的时侯 身体有了触电感觉
自己好像吃错了药 看着你竟脸红心跳
天真又爱耍酷的我 深信这只是场错觉
但隔了许久又见面 心也再次为你起舞
到了如今我才发现 你是会施法的巫师
将我建立起的城堡 不费力轻易地打碎

我不要 我不要 被你施下诅咒
可是我 可是我 已经被你迷惑
放开我 放开我 请你还我自由
可是我 可是我 可是我～
无法逃离你给的链锁

原本非常自私的我 也开始学会了让步
不管是欢笑或痛苦 温暖依燃打动着我
天真又爱耍酷的我 开始相信爱地存在
在一起度过地时光 转眼变成一场荒境
到了如今我才发现 你是会施法的巫师
将我带到梦境乐园 眨眼间把一切抹掉

我不要 我不要 变成你的俘虏
可是我 可是我 已经被你训服
离开我 离开我 是种人间折磨
可是我 可是我 无法逃离链锁

我不要 我不要 没有你的生活
因为我 因为我 无法扯断链锁
也许我 也许我 已经走火入魔
疯狂地 咆哮着 也要把你拖下地狱的炎火！

It's not perfected yet, subjected to change. At least this is the general idea atm. Music is in the process of composing.

Mood:Mad and Devouring Flames

Ironically, Happy Birthday to Myself lol

OK, I will sing*type* myself a song today...

Happy Birthday to ME,
Happy Birthday to ME!
Happy Birthday to ME-EEE!!!
Happy Birthday to ME, ME, ME, ME ,ME!!

haha jus being bored, since it's been awhile i updated my blog.

Watched Alice in Wonderland today. Was really great. A nice Self Present too =) *reminds me to believe in the impossible, even if others think u r crazy, BELIEVE IN URSELF*

Daddy treated me to Japanese A la carte~ So full n bloated from sashimi.

I might not be able to have a happy birthday anymore in the future. Oh wells, Bday is jus like any other day anyway =/

Was suddenly inspired to compose a song today. I'm barely 50% done. I have no idea how to go about writing one either, but I'm gonna come up with it somehow. The feeling is just burning in me, and the melody flows in. I hope I won't lose this "feel" b4 my song is completed. LOL